BUCKLEY FIELD
COLORADO
Thursday Oct 1, 1942
5:00 P.M.
My Angel,
I'll have to - do - a lot of hard thinking to find a reason for that mean letter I wrote
to you last night. Today was the happiest day since I
let
left
you sweet. This noon I - got your Monday letter melting the icy grip that
gripped my
heat.
heart.
Then when I got your Tuesday letter in the evening mail I was really punished
for it. All I hope is that you didn't take it as it looked sweet.
Your two letters were like having one of those long talks with you Angel. They told me
how foolish I was to worry just because your letters were a little late. I should have
known that if anything had happened to you I would have heard from someone. But somehow
I just couldn't convince myself before your letters made me see it.
Tessie
Tessie,
you're changing more all the time. I'll bet you're wondering what I mean by
that sweet. Remember how we used to love those long talks all the time. Especially
when something was troubling either of us. You always felt so - down hearted because you
were hard time doing some things. I told you then that you soon would know all you
wanted to about all those knotty little problems that come up - day after - day. Your
letters have been showing me that you - don't have to worry about it - anymore. Because
you've proved many times these past few months. You have handled everything as well and
better than most wives. Your words of love and encoragement have made your husband happy
and proud of you. Angel I've never worried about you not being a real wife in everyway.
If I had these months of Army life would have broken broken - down every bit of moral
fiber I possess compleatly.
Loveing
Loving
you so much - Angel - and knowing that
you're
your
love is mine for - always it will never happen. I think of you so much that if
I ever look at a girl I almost hear you say
"Cy"
"Cy,
I see you" just as you used to do.
BUCKLEY FIELD
COLORADO
My only worry while I am away will be if you're -
allright
alright
Tessie. That's why I'm - glad you - are with the family. I left you very
little to carry on
with. But
with, but
I know you are making it count - all the way. Soon I'll be back with you -
darling to help you the way I should - and want so much to.
Sweet
Sweet,
if this wasn't the
barracks
barracks,
I would have let the tears fall. As it is they are - almost making a sorry
looking soldier out of me. It's not only because I feel so close to you but because
you're
your
letters were so
wonderfull
wonderful
in every way. All those little memories you brought to life again seem to have
happened only yesterday. If I could only lay my head - against your breast now my Angel
and forget everything but your nearness. I'll do that one of these days soon sweet.
Whenever I felt worn out and off the beam it made thing
allright
alright
again. Then to prove it was real your lips would seek mine. There's no loving
wife to make my tired body comfortable turning every ache into nothing with her loving
hands.
Tessie nothing will stop us from taking that vacation - and - delayed honeymoon I owe
you when this is all over. We'll make the
lonelyness
lonliness
of these days like something only in a bad dream. Just thinking about it
Tessie sends a thousand happy thoughts rushing through me. God - grant that we can find
the love and
happyness
happiness
we miss so much soon. I can't say - anything more Tessie
Tessie
Tessie,
your words of love before me are filling my head with
happyness
happiness
and my eyes with tears that just won't stay back. They are just because I feel
so glad that you're
allright
alright
- darling. I promise you I'll write a nice long letter tomorrow and during the
weekend.
I'm
ok.
ok,
now in every way sweet. Don't worry about me and take care of yourself too.
All I'm waiting for is to crawl into my cot and be with you Angel.
I love you
As ever yours
Cy
SD.